I opted to stay single during the time I worked for London escorts. Most girls did, and I will admit that it is not easy to even have a casual relationship when you work for London escorts. Men just want to be with you because you are an escort in London, and then you get those guys who think that it is hot to have girlfriend who works for a London escorts service.
I had seen so many girls end up heartbroken that I decided to refrain from serious relationships during my time with the escort agency in London. When I finally left London escorts around the age of 35, I started my own business. It did not take me a long time to meet a nice guy, but I decided not to tell him about my cheap escorts career. Sure, he was a really lovely man, but I did not want to risk losing him. I was not sure he would handle the fact that his girlfriend had worked for a cheap escorts service, so I told him that I had travelled a lot and worked in various locations around the world. After a couple of years together, my boyfriend landed the most amazing job abroad. We spent lots of time talking about what we both wanted to do in the future, and I was not sure that I wanted to live abroad. My business in London was doing really well, and I did not want to risk giving up for an uncertain future abroad.
I think that I would have felt different if my boyfriend would have asked me to marry him, but as he never, I was not prepared to up sticks and leave. London escorts had afforded me a very comfortable lifestyle. About six months after my boyfriend had left to go and work in Arizona, I realised how much I missed him. Most of my former London escorts colleagues were by now in firm relationships, and I was the only one who stood out in a crowd. I was still in touch with my boyfriend, and I wanted to visit him in Arizona to find out what was going on in his life. Perhaps we could get back together and rekindle our love affair. A couple of days later, I received an email back from my ex telling me that he was in other relationship.
I could understand why he had been snatched up by another girl so quickly. He was one of the sweetest men that I had ever met in my life, and I really felt like I had missed out on the love of my life. Sure, I still had a great social life thanks to my old friends from London escorts, but it was not the same as having real love in your life. At the moment, I am spending time with another man, but I am not sure that he is the one for me. In many ways, I am still searching for the man that I have lost.